A childless stupor

For the past few weeks I've been having a very hard time figuring out how to be a mom with grown-up kids. I feel kind of lost. I spend a lot of time walking around the house in a bit of a stupor (an alcohol free stupor that is!) For so many years our house was filled with constant activity which at times could be slightly overwhelming. Now I long for it. I'm REALLY looking forward to the holidays. The kids are coming home this weekend and I can't wait!! Dirty dishes, laundry, cooking, tons of kids running in and out. Bring it on. I'm so ready.